Vietnam War POW Recalls Return Home 45 Years Later
Proving their grit and American pride could outlast any amount of torture or pain. They stood tall in defiance as a C-141 Heaven cargo aircraft in front of them prepared to bring the men home.
“We lined up by height in lines of two at stiff attention, I gave my facing movements and a salute because we knew it would really tick off the North Vietnamese,” Harris said.
He explained how their names were called and how they loaded onto the aircraft, preparing to leave the life they had lived in Vietnam, it was almost too good to be true.
“They did take us onto the airplane and we sat down, and we were really happy but we were so stoic. We didn’t know if we would taxi around the runway and be re-incarcerated or what, so we just could not get our excitement out until we felt the wheels let out underneath us.”
He took multiple stops before getting home going from base hospital to base hospital until finally staying at a base near his wife and family, where they would see him, and for his son; where he would see him for the first time in the eight years he’d been alive.
“Everyone was doing well, it was 2 o’clock in the morning and my whole family was there,” he remembered fondly. “I hugged the girls, they had come screaming, because they had still remembered me but my son when I hugged him he didn’t really hug back because I was a total stranger.”
He later was receiving gifts from his family when he noticed his son in the corner out of the families gift exchange, and Harris opened his arms to his son and was welcome to find his son run and jump into his arms, and he recalled knowing in that moment they bonded as father and son.
There are many memories that have faded, Harris said, but the stories never fully leave him.
He recalled the day before his capture, where they executed a mission in which they attacked the Thanh Hoa Bridge with mostly guided missiles, and were told to follow the same exact plan for a follow-up mission April 4, with an exception to use bombs rather than guided missles.
“We went in at the same time from the same direction at the same altitude and I was the first flight of four in and boy were they ready for me,” Harris said.
Harris was the first aircraft to drop his bomb on target April 4, and explained what happened after he dove down.
“There was so much anti-aircraft fire bursting everywhere they were sitting there with their fingers on the trigger … they knew precisely where to aim,” he laughed, “and they really let loose!”
He explained the amount of focus it took to drop a bomb and he was unable to register what was going on; the training kicked in and instincts began to drive his actions.
“All that took up every bit of my attention,” he said. “It didn’t affect me until after I dropped the bomb and bottomed out, doing six G’s or so, and my aircraft was hit. I wasn’t able to stay with it very long. I tried to radio my squadron mates and tell them I’d been hit and would probably have to eject, but the transmission was never received.”
He was captured and kept alive for information as he was transported to multiple POW camps, most notably the ‘Hanoi Hilton,’ an infamous camp that held U.S. prisoners throughout the Vietnam War.
“One of the things I was driven by was to never do anything that would bring dishonor to me, the Air Force or my family,” Harris said.
His wife, two daughters and newborn son wouldn’t see him for over eight years, but would remain in some form of contact whenever possible with letters sparsely being sent back and forth throughout his time as a prisoner.
Communication with his family was important, but the communication inside of the camp was absolutely essential for everyone’s survival. Harris taught the TAP code to other POWs and it proved to be one of the most effective ways for individuals to have some form of conversation.
“We had to have some kind of communication to carry out the senior ranking officers directives and also it was wonderful for our morale to have another American to talk to about anything,” Harris said.
They were tortured periodically, moved from camp to camp, and had every opportunity to break, but didn’t. By watching their fellow POWs return with honor, it reinforced them to stay strong when it was their time for interrogation. Surrounded by the military family, they pushed each other to be outstanding even in the hardest of situations.
“We had a lot of peer pressure to do the best that we could, because when all of us would accept torture to a large degree before giving them anything, it denied the North Vietnamese the objective of what they were trying to do,” Harris said. “We became tougher and gained pride we were doing something that was beneficial.”
Beneficial it was, the TAP code had saved his life, and many others on many occasions and was used even after his release in February 1973.
“We assumed that release was coming up very soon,” he recalled. “So when we came back to Hanoi we provided a notification of our release. We were really enthralled, happy it was going to be over, but we were also very weary that would actually come to happen. We kind of took it with a grain of salt, hopeful, but not sure.”
Now 45 years later after that uncertainty, Harris said keeping connections with his fellow POWs is also important to him, and a large group of them meet every year and have kept up with each other outside of the reunions as well.
“We bonded pretty well as a brotherhood, because everyone there knew that anyone there would go through the ultimate trials to save his buddies,” Harris said.
Many years after his repatriation and return home, Harris said he can look back now and see nothing had changed. He stood his whole life with pride in America, in the Air Force and with his work.
“I think the greatest lesson I was most proud of was the service, the honor integrity and importance of our service to the country,” Harris said. “We were all proud to be able to do what we did to the best of our abilities ... I guess that what I’ve taken away from it all.”