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					| I was only nineteen Only nineteen
 Not old enough to buy a drink
 But old enough to die in abbreviated life succinct
 Sent to war by old men who sit and sigh
 Pointing at war-maps where fallen in battle I lie
 Life gouged out of me mid fetid green marzipan
 Just a pawn in the plan for Vietnam
 My last days discordantly sung
 Severed frail existence from me woefully wrung.
 
 I was only nineteen...
 Only nineteen
 Fallen dead, with so much future to live for
 God willing, I could touch thousands as an educator
 Each student of mine, influencing thousands more
 Who'd each influence many thousands more...
 God willing, I could entertain millions as an actor
 God willing, I could bring truth in justice as an advocator
 I could be a concert pianist, an ambassador, a peacemaker.
 
 I was only nineteen...
 Only nineteen
 God willing, I could have brought tears as a great tenor
 I could have revolutionized America as a great inventor
 God willing, I could of great books be the author
 God willing, I could be this country's greatest leader...
 God willing, this fledgling warrior, fallen forlorn on vacuous sod,
 Might have been a humble man of God...
 
 If I had lived, I might've fostered a great family
 Nurturing buds in burgeoning heritage of posterity
 Children, and grandchildren galore gathering around my knee
 Each child with a blossoming future of his own, you see
 But it was not to be, my dream... this great legacy
 For by the warrior's sword, in the mud and the blood it died
 Without great fanfare, only my mother cried
 For I was only nineteen... Only nineteen.
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					| By 
					Gary Jacobson Copyright 2007
 Listed 
					September 12, 2010
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								About 
								Author... 
								In 1966-67, Gary Jacobson served with B Co 
								2nd/7th 1st Air Cavalry in Vietnam as a combat 
								infantryman and is the recipient of the Purple 
								Heart.
 Gary, who resides in Idaho writes stories he 
								hopes are never forgotten, perhaps compelled by 
								a Vietnamese legend that says, "All poets are 
								full of silver threads that rise inside them as 
								the moon grows large." So Gary says he 
								writes because "It is that these silver 
								threads are words poking at me � I must let them 
								out. I must! I write for my brothers who cannot 
								bear to talk of what they've seen and to educate 
								those who haven't the foggiest idea about the 
								effect that the horrors of war have on 
								boys-next-door."
 
					
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